Dream that Luna (my cat) died of liver failure wasn’t caught until two days too late. She had black tar like poop. I remember screaming my heart out, absolutely wild “no please! Not this, anything but this.” It reminded me of how I reacted when my dog died when I was younger. Later I found myself at Hotel room complex, Like Eric’s (the guy that I just moved away from but still have feelings for) apartment complex. It was long and narrow and foggy. I remember at the end of the path there was a room with a random person standing in the doorway, just watching me observing. Meanwhile as I was trying to figure something out, there was a kid taunting me, really mean and awfully, not understanding I was grieving. I start to match his energy, but it makes me feel evil.
Dreams about pets, especially those involving loss or illness, can evoke strong emotions tied to our feelings of attachment, vulnerability, and grief. In your dream, Luna’s death may symbolize a deep fear of losing someone or something you love, perhaps echoing feelings from your past, especially if it resonates with the loss of your dog. The manifestation of black tar-like poop may represent something that feels toxic or emotionally burdensome—this could relate to unprocessed grief or stress surrounding relationships in your life.
Your reaction of screaming and being wild suggests you're grappling with intense emotions. It's common for people to relive past traumas or emotional responses in dreams, and that visceral connection to your dog’s death indicates that the feelings you experienced back then might be surfacing again.
The transition to the hotel complex, particularly its resemblance to your feelings toward Eric, may symbolize feelings of confusion or unresolved emotions regarding this relationship. The fogginess of the path can represent uncertainty or feelings of being lost in your current life or circumstances.
Encountering a random person watching you could reflect feelings of judgment, isolation, or the sensation of being observed while in your vulnerable state. The child taunting you represents possibly internalized guilt or shame about your feelings—something that might resonate with past experiences of being misunderstood during your grief. Matching the child's energy and feeling evil could show your struggle with embracing darker emotions such as anger or resentment instead of allowing yourself to grieve authentically.
Overall, this dream suggests a confluence of grief, unresolved relationships, and feelings of judgment, urging you to acknowledge your emotions rather than suppress them. It could be helpful to explore these feelings more deeply, perhaps through journaling, conversation with trusted friends, or even seeking support if needed.